I do not remember any specific incident where I was being unreasonable or rude but I know that I wasn’t very sharp at the times which might have caused inconveniences to some.
Knowing that I do not have the same mind I had before all this started, I would still like to issue an apology to everyone who has crossed paths with me: if I caused you any trouble, if I made your day even a tiny bit dimmer than it should have been, please accept my sincerest apologies. Know that it was unintentional; I haven’t been myself for a very long time…
Therapists, lawyers, courts, media organizations, human rights organizations, local parliamentary representatives. I tried it all.
The only thing I could not do, due to how the process works, is taking the Canadian Government to the Hague, to the International Human Rights Court. And, frankly, I neither have the money nor the energy to take that route at this point. Especially, knowing that even if I get a positive result after a years-long process, it is very likely that this rogue government will keep dishonouring the international agreements they put their signature under.
Time is of essence here. My daughter has already reached the school age and my changes of being able to reconnect with her is getting slimmer by day. Hence, this route…
One of my primary goals in creating this website is to leave as much information behind as possible for my daughter to learn about who I am, what my values are and how I look at the world; and understand that she was not abandoned.
I am exhausted after almost 7 years of constant abuse and struggle, I have to do this with the last breath I have left in me, with the limited amount of time I have left. Thus, things will be unstructured, not well planned, not well-written, and contain seemingly irrelevant information at the times. Everything on this blog is a draft and I will keep updating them as I find time and if I survive this battle for justice.